So this is my first official blog and I'm pretty jazzed about it. I mean I have one on myspace.com but this, this is the big leagues. So I guess i better begin...about two years ago I had this dream of which I was supposed to marry my pastor's single daughter. I tried to pass it off as something I ate but when a dream is reoccuirng it normally means something. That scared me a whole lot. I mean who am I to say this is the girl I'm going to marry, throw in the hopeless romantic angle and I look like a stalker. Since the dream I keep contact with her a minimal, I keep my distance and try to forget. I do it partial to keep her at bay but I am also afraid of letting my heart be open to someone new. You see I was in love once and she was taken away from me by her parents who didn't want her near a poor black kid. If only they'd known I would have given anything for her and spent my life making sure she never wanted. Well ultimatly she wasn't in God's plan for my life because a few years later I found out she was pregenat the kicker was the father was black this didn't happen not once but twice. I digress my heart was broken and I'm scarred that this dream might lead to another one. My only option is to run, run off to school to pursue my career and pray God opens doors in my life.

This is my word, my code, Peace!!!