Thursday, October 8, 2009

The One that Got Away

Her name was Liz and yes I loved her...I just had one of those moments in time where you remember the one that got away and why she got away. Truly I think it was her parents who saw my then lower class background and frowned upon it from there upper middle class. To keep us apart they did the only logical thing they moved and with that changed churches being that was the only time we ever saw each other. We kept in touch for a while with phone calls but eventuallly that ceased. Years went by and I had a Liz shaped hole in my heart but with time it was healing...well until that night. It was during a church play she and her family comes to visit and see the play and when she stepped out of her Escalade my heart stopped and the it broke when a 6'2" brother appered right beside her. As the night went on I was on the verge of puking my feelings. After the play it took me and hour to muster up the courage to say hi and once I got that far I was cockblocked by some girl named Candice (yes, Cockblocked for I called her the "ManBeast") So that went by and I survived dare I say I had hope until the day i heard from a little girl in my childrens church class whose family was close with hers that Liz was infact with child. All that time apart all the years of healing went down the crapper and that was the day she truly got away....THIS MY WORD, MY CODE PEACE